February 2010
10 posts
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Abandoning.
Tumblr to Twitter. I realize I don’t blog anymore. It’s so troublesome to type out a whole bunch of words that no one will read/understand.
I am guilty of depression (or not?)
Anyway, many shizt been happening recently. Emotional tumble-down & lost of faith in everything. Nothing has been said/done to make me feel better.
Love. What is it exactly? Is it just a mere drama play...
Just my luck to have infected lymph nodes when Chinese new year is just around the corner. Life sucks.
Feeling drowsy now. Off to bed :)
“there’s only so much I can take.”
Suddenly dawned on me that everything is going down hill. I might just kill myself soon..
alot of things on my mind..
I don’t know if I am myself anymore.
Signing up for some Citispa treatments. Some kind of relaxation to replace lunch hour. Diet coming through!
don't you wanna hear?
I need to blog in cool-ish perfect English. I just re-read my previous blog posts and realized my English was superb! And my English in Tumblr posts…
I haven’t ranted enough about that whore who obviously has no sense of self-respect for herself. Plus I can’t believe Lyon even decieved me to save her skin. That makes my temper boil sky-high and feel like going on a suicide...
I'd prefer you live in sin.
You may not know it but I hate you.
I miss everyone I miss everyone I miss everyone. I need to have a social life before I start shrinking into nothingness.
January 2010
71 posts
I really need to remind myself to get my passport photo changed asap. BKK in May. Buying airticks before Chinese new year.
1 week long holiday from 14th Feb onwards.
Mad shiok.
I love Lyon everyday more than I did yesterday. He’s just so awesome and I doubt anything would be done if he is not by my side to encourage me.
I love you bb.
Retail therapy is still the best therapy.
Headed to Vivo after work wiv the baby. It was so good of him today to come over to fetch me!
Had our dinner at Thai accent, watching the sunset. I think I ordered too much food. Total choked up a bill of $100 zz.
After which, SHOPPING!
But sadly I did not buy alot of stuffs cause Lyon was close to tears and begging me to stop buying everything I see in sight.
Bought;
M)phosis vintage bag...
“I am going to BKK in May 2010, OMG WTF BBQ CANT WAIT LOR.
Plus can claim air...”
Thursday = Pay Day!
Friday = FUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUN
In life, I learnt that you can be whoever you want to be. You can choose to pick yourself up, or you can choose not to get up. You can choose to learn from your mistakes, or keep repeating it.
Ultimately, you can choose to run or you can choose to stand and fight.
I choose to be myself. Past is past, what is done can’t be erased. Though I was ashamed of a past I used to have. I am not...
“I could follow you to the beginning, and just relive the start. Maybe then...”
– All I Wanted, Paramore
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Today was… awesome, cool, best, fun, memorable & all things good. Too many to mention.
Was really simple. Steamboat @ marinasq; my favourite. Initial plan was to eat @ Marina Barrage. Too pricey though. Therefore settled on this!
After which head to Keppel Bay. My first time day. Had like a three hour long chat with baby, rolling around on the carpet grass. And then home.
Dear,...
Bad girl day #2
Remember my previous post about not taking leaves anymore and work hard. Well, lightning please strike me on the head now.
Anyway, the babylove came early in the morning and we chitxchatx til we fell asleep for awhile before he ran off to do errands. Came back to fetch me around 7ish. Went to DTE to meet chew and Ernest & head to bugis. Dinner & home.
God I swear. I need to be more...
Been a bitch today for not going to work and staying home and repeat wanting to spend time with the lover who is ALWAYS late and getting on my nerves because I hate tardiness and it drives me crazy and even though sometimes I really wanna love him and stuffs and even though I don’t wanna quarrel with him but his 5 mins or more late-ness always sends a jolt through my nervous systems causing...
“Target: 170cm (achieved naturally haha)
47kg, 33-25-35
Watch me.
Nth taste...”
“I had sadistic thoughts today. Thoughts like how would it feel to have a gun...”
i dont know why but everytime when I want to say something to hurt you, a lump comes up into my throat, my eyes start to prick and I feel something wet rolling down my cheek.
but sometimes I tell myself I have to do this.
i’m sorry baby, we are getting nowhere.
NIL Tumblarity
Yayeeeee. They removed the Tumblarity. That’s good because at least I dont have to log in to my Tumblr everytime to see the Tumblarity: 0 portion. And plus, I wouldn’t see the need to Tumb everyday to keep my Tumblarity up.
But damn, Tumblarity is the thing that keeps me Tumbling. -.-
Nvm, I’ll still be trying my best, readers, no fret.
Anyway, F21 goodies came real fast. Paid...
“I came here tonight because when you want to spend the rest of your life with...”
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You the best.
Lyon is having a fever ):
I only came to known when i went down to the carpark after work and saw him squatting with a pool of god-knows-what-he-ate vomit in front of him. Plus he felt super hot when I hugged him.
And he didn’t tell me he was sick because he wanted to come get me. -.-
He’s like the sweetest ever. Awwwesome.
Anw, we went to eat pepper lunch again and went home...
Have you heard Automatic by Tokio Hotel?
THEY ARE SO GOOD.
My love for you is automaticccc~
“WORK = BUSY = STRESS”
14165.) A man by the pool walked up to me and...
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i know boyfriend just reminded me that this shit is totally none of my business and I have no say in anything at all because this is their problem not mine. But seriously. I totally pity _____.
I mean like for fucks’ sake she didnt do any shit to deserve this.
Well, coming to that I got to admit that I didn’t really like her when I first knew her (like how I don’t really like...
“two headed snakes are so amazing. Can you imagine a snake with a tattoo on her...”
